I lost Jeremiah to death Monday the 26th of Novemeber we had a great thanksgiving with family and freinds and then Monday I came home to find he took his life, and it was with a bullet, I don't know why we were to be married soon and had been together for over a year, sure we had hard times but things were looking up. There was no note, nothing and now emptyness I see his cloths smell this colonge and have to walk pass the room where I found him and see it in my sleep. How do you cope with this, i feel cold chills in my body and cry so much it hurts, i miss his smile and everything he did for me and us, why does some one do this.
Debbie
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