This morning it takes all my strength to go to work, if I wouldn't be a bigger burden on my children I wouldn't go. I feel like the very breath has been taken from me, I miss Vernon so very much. I don't think or function like a normal human being anymore. So many questions that go unanswered.
I love Christmas, what it stands for, the birth of our Lord, where without it our precious Angels would not be where they are now, at the biggest celabration of all. It's about love and family and miracles, I want a miracle, I want Vernon to come home for Christmas, I want all my forum families Angels to come home for Christmas too!!!!!
Why must I live through another Christmas without him, can God not see the hurt and all the pain.
I hope I did not make things worse for anyone, I had to vent a bit, its so hard on us all.
Please pray for me, as that is now my only strength.
Patsy Vernon's Mom Forever
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REMEMBER ME WITH SMILES AND LAUGHTER, THAT IS HOW I REMEMBER YOU, YOUR LOVE I TAKE TO HEAVEN WITH ME, MY LOVE I LEAVE WITH EACH OF YOU....
VERNON EUGENE LIPSEY-MY BABY-FOREVER 18
