Oh yes Jane! I do feel exactly that way much of the time. What's the point of living? I know that I won't do anything "stupid" because of the people here who love me. My husband , other children, grandchildren and especially my mom. I could never, ever put her through losing a child. I also know that Laura would be mad at me for abandoning her kids. It is then I realize that I do have a purpose on this earth and I will have to endure until God calls me home.
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Lucy Carter
http://laura-dawn.last-memories.comIn loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell