Your User name and real name:
ShelbiYour Angels name: Caleb Bentley Jackson
Your Angels Concieved Date: July 18th, 2010
Your Angels Death Date: August 19th, 2010
State that you live in: Maryland
Your Angels Memorial Page(s):http://calebbentleyjackson.last-memories.com/index.php
<p>Hello, my name is Shelbi. This is the first time i have told anyone about my baby boy. His name was Caleb Bentley Jackson, i was almost 6 weeks pregnant with him when he passed away. Me and Caleb's father have been together for a while and just recently got engaged. We knew all about our baby boy but no one else knew just yet. I love him so much and this hasnt been my first miscarriage, that happened 3 years ago but with someone else. this one however has hit me so hard. i cant go one day without thinking about him or crying. I dont understand why god took him from me i wanted him so so much...
Me and Gary (Caleb's daddy) both are very upset from this loss and it is beginning to take a toll on our relationship. i dont care about anything anymore life doesnt seem like all that great without Caleb. I hate waking up to the fact that he isnt here and that it is because my body couldnt hold him, i blame myself everyday....
i need some type of help or group just someone to talk to, i need answers and i need to know how to deal with this grief. i love my baby boy so much.