Girls I sit here and I cry .... I am also on here memorial site and I'm listening to the song thats playing " Here without you" by 3 doors down and I feel like I can't live with out her.... Why did she have to go???? God I'm crying so hard right now that I'm having a hard time typing.... I'm the only one up in the house and its so damn quiet.... I 'm surrpoes to be hearing her crying like I use too... Please god bring her back.... I pray so hard that he will send all of childern back.... SHe shouldn't have left no of them should have left.... I'm so sorry about telling you all this I don't want to upset you all either.... Its I feel so lonely right now... I need her back in my life and its not fair that god had to take her or anyother child.... But I understand why.... I know she is safe and warm with my grandpa and my home boy Nick. She is also with all of you guys kids too and she is having fun with them playing and laughing.... But u know on Monday Christmas eve she would have been 2 mths old.... God why did I have to have her in the bed with me???? I have done it many times before but why that night did it have to change everything..... Girls I need her so bad it hurts so f**king much.... She is everything to me and I love her so much.... Her daddy loves her so much too.... I wish she was here with me .... I need to stop that you know.... I can remember all the funny things that she would do and I miss them so much... Thanks again girls I know alot of my posts are repeats sorry... Much love to all my sisters,
Michelle
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Michelle " Lonelyheart24"
In loving memeory of my sweet angel Brianna
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