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| Author: | lonelyheart24 [ Fri Dec 21, 2007 1:32 pm ] |
| Post subject: | I'm lossing it I swear |
Girls I sit here and I cry .... I am also on here memorial site and I'm listening to the song thats playing " Here without you" by 3 doors down and I feel like I can't live with out her.... Why did she have to go???? God I'm crying so hard right now that I'm having a hard time typing.... I'm the only one up in the house and its so damn quiet.... I 'm surrpoes to be hearing her crying like I use too... Please god bring her back.... I pray so hard that he will send all of childern back.... SHe shouldn't have left no of them should have left.... I'm so sorry about telling you all this I don't want to upset you all either.... Its I feel so lonely right now... I need her back in my life and its not fair that god had to take her or anyother child.... But I understand why.... I know she is safe and warm with my grandpa and my home boy Nick. She is also with all of you guys kids too and she is having fun with them playing and laughing.... But u know on Monday Christmas eve she would have been 2 mths old.... God why did I have to have her in the bed with me???? I have done it many times before but why that night did it have to change everything..... Girls I need her so bad it hurts so f**king much.... She is everything to me and I love her so much.... Her daddy loves her so much too.... I wish she was here with me .... I need to stop that you know.... I can remember all the funny things that she would do and I miss them so much... Thanks again girls I know alot of my posts are repeats sorry... Much love to all my sisters, Michelle |
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| Author: | MissingMyMelody&Mommy [ Fri Dec 21, 2007 2:35 pm ] |
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Michelle, I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. *hugs* I would come over and cry with you and just be there for you if I could. MA isn't all that close to TN tho, LOL. I wish I had your phone number so I could call you. I'm sending lots of love and prayers to you sweetie. If you need me just hit me up on MSN or here. Love you, girl! Love, Crystal |
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| Author: | Barbara [ Fri Dec 21, 2007 3:49 pm ] |
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Michelle, I'm so sorry your having such a rough time right now.Your right none of our children should have been taken from us.But God has a better plan for them.This journey we are all on together,and it can be awfully bumpy at times.But we are here for you anytime you need to talk or vent, you will not be judged by anyone.I will be keeping you close to my heart and in thoughts and prayers. God will help you find the strenght and peace that you need . We all love you, sending many {{{hugs}}}, Barbara |
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