Hello all its me lonelyheart24 and I am feeling really blue today...I am really missing my daughter today.... I dont know what to think I just wish she was here... I was surrpost to send a letter requesting a fair hearing from DSS but I didn't send the letter in... So on my file there I will forever be known as a neglecting mother.... even though I know that I wasn't.... I just can't belive that my baby is gone.... I want her back home with me... I don't think this pain will ever go away but I know that the pain will get better.... My husband told me that he is ready to have another child which made my heart melt and fill up with joy... But I am scared of having another child.... The one thing I know for sure is that I will never ever sleep with my child again..... I am crying so bad right now that not seems real any more.... I have some pictures of Brianna's such that I took and will put them in another post.... ok all I will talk to you all later.... You are all in my thoughts and heart....Much Love,
-Michelle-
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Michelle " Lonelyheart24"
In loving memeory of my sweet angel Brianna
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