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 Post subject: It's been 6 months today since Laura died.
PostPosted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 2:58 pm 
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How?? How do you keep breathing? How do you not die from the unending pain? How?
Today is awful! I am shaking. It is just like I felt the day I got that awful phone call with my daughter, Mary, on the other end keening, "She's gone, she's gone. Oh my God, she's gone!" I feel like I'm going mad. Will I be better tomorrow? Do I have to start this process all over again? On top for all of that I have a rotten chest cold! I wish I still some anti-anxiety pills left. But, I didn't know I would need them. Thanks for listening. I 'm going to her sites to light candles for my baby. I love you.

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In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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PostPosted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 3:36 pm 
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I'm so sorry Mama Lucy. :*(

*HUGS*

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"Angels may not come when you call them, but they'll always be there when you need them."

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 4:36 pm 
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Oh Lucy,
I wish I knew how to take away your pain.The pain we feel for the loss of our children is the greatest pain in the world.No one can understand unless they've walked in your shoes.We will always want our children back with us but I guess God has other plans for his special angels.
Laura will always be close to you.Each time you feel a breeze on your face,it will be her blowing you a gentle kiss.And with each ray of sunshine you will feel her giving you a big hug.She will always be right there by your side when you need her most to comfort you.
I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and sending you a grate big{{{{HUG}}}

love,
Barbara

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 5:44 pm 
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Cece, I wish I knew what to say, but I don't ever seem to anymore. My heart goes out to you really it does, I was just there 3 months ago. It is all still so very fresh in my heart and memory. I wish I could hug you.

Love to you!

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 2:05 am 
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Dear Cece May god shower you with his blessings hun and ease your pain, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this time... God bless hun (((((cece)))))


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PostPosted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 2:14 am 
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Mama Lucy,
I want to tell you that I know that pain all so very well... I wish I could take it all away... Your daughter Laura is looking over you watching her mama cry and just know that she is there with you in spirit.. I wish I could have her there in person.. I am so sorry... Brianna's 2 mth is coming up and I can only image how I'm going to be on her six mth.. I love you Mama Lucy... Sending you lots of hugs...
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-Michelle-

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Oh Lucy, I remember that 6 month anniversary. I know it's so hard. We continue on by leaning on Jesus and reaching out to those that understand us.
Hugs and prayers, Cindy

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PostPosted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 2:32 am 
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Cece,

I'm so sorry, I know the pain you're feeling so well........ it's become part of who I am and seems to dog my heels constantly.

The anniversaries, birthdays, any day that reminds you of what you've lost, hurts more than words can describe.

A couple days ago I cried all day long, I was so sad I was physically ill...........and not until that night did I make the mental connection that it was the 20th of the month. I had hoped I was past that part of the reminders.............. 15 months now......... oh God....... will it never stop hurting?

We truly do understand your pain Lucy..... and everyone of us wishes we could send comfort to you and make it stop hurting. But, we're lost within our own pain and haven't discovered any magic yet that will make it ok.

Sending love, prayers & hugs to you,
jane

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