How?? How do you keep breathing? How do you not die from the unending pain? How?
Today is awful! I am shaking. It is just like I felt the day I got that awful phone call with my daughter, Mary, on the other end keening, "She's gone, she's gone. Oh my God, she's gone!" I feel like I'm going mad. Will I be better tomorrow? Do I have to start this process all over again? On top for all of that I have a rotten chest cold! I wish I still some anti-anxiety pills left. But, I didn't know I would need them. Thanks for listening. I 'm going to her sites to light candles for my baby. I love you.
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Lucy Carter
http://laura-dawn.last-memories.comIn loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell