Michelle, I am not am expert. But, I definitely think you should call and see your Dr ASAP. You are grieving, yes. But, I think that you may also be clinically depressed. If you seriously are considering going to be with Brianna, then you need to go to the Emergency Room. I can't stress this enough. Please please talk to your DH about your feelings. You have described him as your best friend in the past. If that is the case and you show him your post, he will help you sort this out. Please let me know how you are.
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Lucy Carter
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