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 Post subject: Missing my David Yaasiel Vega
PostPosted: Tue Dec 08, 2009 1:37 pm 
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Is been three long weeks seens I first and last saw my little angel, right after I found out the wonderfull news the I was pregnant I was diagnoses with Lupus for five months I did fought with all my strengh to keep my baby safe. Like a month ago I felt so tired and so much in pain. My husband took me to the hospital just to find out I had kidney stones that took me to get two surgeries in less than a week. After that I wasnt getting better so the doctors found out my appendix was bad so they have to perform a third surgery. Unfurtunally a day after the surgery I went into labor, that was when my baby was born only five and half months old weighthing 1 pound and 7 onzes, with a lenght of 12 inches, my baby look just find tiny but beautifull he lasted only 32 hour after natural labor. Today I miss him so much and I pray for this pain to ease day by day... will that ever happen?

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PostPosted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 6:30 pm 
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I know the pain all to well that you are describing. I lost my son on April 14, 2006 it was Good Friday, Easter had always been my favorite holiday, I loved Spring coming in and buying new clothes for Easter Sunday service. To lose my son Nicholas was devastating; I had just told him that when we got home we were going to color Easter eggs. Time seems to have stood still for so long; this is the first Christmas that I have decorated a Christmas tree since he passed. I have two other children so they give me reason to keep going but even then, it has been incredibly difficult. I cannot imagine not having any distractions and losing my only child. Please go to counseling, grief support is very important. It took me over two years to realize my grief had turned in to depression and that I needed help not only for myself but for my family as well, my two other children, which are now six, and 10 yrs. old needed there Mother. It is very difficult to move forward, I still feel guilt when I realize I am happy about something but then I think Nick would not want me to be unhappy and crying all the time so I try to push it to the side and keep going. In addition, I want to tell you that you are still in the beginning stages of grief, your son has only been gone a couple of weeks. My personal hard grief did not hit me for 6 months after my son passed away. If anyone tells you to get over it, do not associate with that person, you have to grieve but eventually you will have to start your new life without your son and that is ok to do but first grieve give yourself time. I read once that when you lose a parent you lose your past when you lose a spouse, you lose your present but when you lose a child, you lose your future this is so true. Parents that have lost a child/children know too well the pain that each of us feels. Yet I cannot say I know how you feel because the circumstances of my son’s death are different from that of your sons. I can tell you life will go on and you will find peace again but it takes time so do not rush yourself. I wish you happiness and peace in the future and that you will find the strength to continue with your life and know that your son is proud of you for doing so.

Melissia Silinsky

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