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 Post subject: Lost without my sweet Allen Machuca
PostPosted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 7:01 pm 
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I recently lost my sweet son Allen at the very young age at 20 on 7-16-09. This was the beginning of my nightmare! The day I layed my son to rest was also the day he took my heart and life with him! Nothing has never been the same sence! I honestly don't know who has been living my life for me the past 6 months now...the only one person who I know has to be is God! Even underneath my deep hurt and painful trials I still keep my faith in my God. Allen's 21st birthday is coming up on 2-17 and I am already trying to prepare for that painful day!

Everyday is a challenge now, I have my work to go to as it also has been a savior! It's where I can hide for 8 hrs! Does it help? No, but, it keeps me from staying in bed all day everyday! I can only live now moment by moment and day by day as just to think of the next day is much overwhelming! I can't imagine going through life without him! I pray daily and every moment to God to help me keep my strength to go on!

I love you my sweet boy!!

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 Post subject: Re: Lost without my sweet Allen Machuca
PostPosted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 5:02 am 
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I,m so sorry,,I,m going through the same thing 13 days before X-mas I lost my only son he was 25 and his birthday is coming up..I have never felt such pain...and I feel so alone...
I,m so sorry my prayers are with you...Hugs


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