I would assume its completely normal. You lost a child. I have not lost a child thank GOD but my grandmother has, My father. And through her, I feel her pain because no child should be able to go before their mother. I could NEVER imagine losing any of my 3 girls. When you need to cry, CRY! no matter where you are. Holidays are rough for many people especially me as today is my fathers bday and its only been not even 3 years since hes been gone. You will find strength to get through everything. its completely normal to feel the feelings you are feeling! Happy Holidays
Tasha
Daughter to Charles J Long Jr