Dear Tammy, I not only read but I also feel your words. If you really need something to help you sleep, can I recommend you seeing another doctor? Garion's best friend dad is a doctor and we have several nurses in our family, and from talking to them, there are doctors out there that do not believe in prescribing medicines, just as there are doctors out there that prescribe medicine to easily. Taking that many Tylenol PM a night sounds more dangerous to me than taking something that is meant to be taken once nightly, as needed.
Depression...I will admit, I am on medication for depression. It doesn't take away the pain and hurt, but it helps take the edge off somewhat, so I am not a mad woman. It helps me to be able to function and do what I need to for my family. Before the medication, I slept and cried wishing for my own death to take place. It was unhealthy and very scary. Even with the medication I continue to deal with depression, but I am able to "function". It is like having surgery and taking pain medication. The pain is still there, you aren't able to do what you use to, but your able to rest when needed. I have said this to a few of you before, if being a grieving parent was a physical ailment, we would all be in ICU.
Hugs, Lynda
_________________ Some only dream of Angels. I held one in my arms.
Garion, I love you!
Mommy
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