Thank you, each and every one of you so much.
Cindy thank you for asking God to help me, and you too Lynda......... all of you. I've reached that point where prayer is the only thing I've got left to call on....

Last night I finally said I can't do it anymore. I'm just along for the ride God.....it's up to you now.............

Truthfully, I did feel a little stronger today.........not well, and certainly not on my feet, but a little stronger.

Or at least I thought so, I'm sitting here now sobbing... but in gratitude and love for all of you.

Sometimes when the realization of it all slaps me in the face and I can't run and hide from it, and I can't force it out of my mind........... I feel like I'm going to throw up, or pass out or die..........or something. I can't take that sudden thought of where I am and what's happened ................. it's still more than my mind can process.

I know every one of you can understand that feeling.......it's like an assault on my heart and it literally takes my breath away........... I realize I haven't even begun to accept it all yet and truthfully I don't think I'll live long enough to ever accept it.

thank you all so very much, from the bottom of my heart
jane

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Scott Matthew HIll - 2 years old

To lose a child teaches one what the word bereavement really means. There is no loss equal to the loss of a child.

“We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly embracing each other."
~Luciano De Crescenzo

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Some only dream of Angels. I held one in my arms.
Garion, I love you!
Mommy