Today and every day i feel....
Lost and empty. It will be 2 months on Wednesday that My four month old son died and the sadness and emptiness never leaves me. I still have to choke back the tears when ever i speak his name. I am angry because of all the things we will miss out on..his first words, his first tooth, him learning to crawl and walk. But I will always be grateful for the four months we were blessed to have had him and give him all the love we have in our hearts. I ache to hold him in my arms again and to see his beautiful smile and I would give anything in the world to be with him again.
|