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Author:  Cindy [ Fri Dec 07, 2007 1:33 pm ]
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{{{Lucy}}} I'm praying for you and sending you hugs too.
Love, Cindy

Author:  Cece [ Fri Dec 07, 2007 3:33 pm ]
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Thank you Cindy. I'm better today.

Author:  JANE_E [ Fri Dec 07, 2007 8:20 pm ]
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Today I feel exhausted.......... filled with sorrow and pain. Why it suddenly rears its ugly head and consumes me sometimes is beyond me.

I have trouble breathing and even the thought of Christmas is too much to comprehend.

I've decided that I truly do need help. I'm not able to go on much further...........

jane

Author:  JANE_E [ Sat Dec 08, 2007 12:40 pm ]
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Today I feel a little better put together, but totally exhausted! So much grief leaves me so tired, almost to the point of being sick. My eyes look back at me from the mirror and I see puffy, red, sad, haggard and pain.......... I would not recognize myself compared to the person I was a couple years ago. I'm no longer the me.........I was.

That's so strange to say "I'm no longer me"........... but I think everyone on here will understand. The "Me" I am today is a new stranger, yet, I'm getting use to her because I think she's moved in for good. The old person was buried on October 27,2006.

Only a group of grieving mothers, like all of you could possibly understand what I've just said.

Love, hugs, prayers,
jane

Author:  Cindy [ Sat Dec 08, 2007 1:05 pm ]
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And we do understand Jane. {{{Hugs}}}
I love you my friend, Cindy

Author:  Cece [ Sat Dec 08, 2007 4:03 pm ]
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You're right Jane. I completely understand. It is our new reality.

Author:  Barbara [ Sun Dec 09, 2007 7:46 am ]
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OH Jane,
My heartaches for you,I completely understand.For I don't recognize the person I see when I look in the mirror either.That person no longer exists.
We love you Jane{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}
Barbara

Author:  Tonya [ Mon Dec 10, 2007 10:09 am ]
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Shy of not being able to breath properly and a sore throat, I don't feel to bad today. Thank God!!!! I still miss my boys with every fiber of my being, but I'm okay today.

I love you all!!!

Author:  Lynda [ Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:49 pm ]
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Got out some this morning...it felt good. So far it has been a gentle day, which I am thankful for.
Hugs,
Lynda

Author:  Cindy [ Tue Dec 11, 2007 11:14 am ]
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I don't know how I feel today. I guess so empty is the best way to put it. Sometimes I think the heart ripping pain is better cause at least crying brings some relief. I hate feeling like I feel today. :(

Author:  Cindy [ Wed Dec 12, 2007 3:41 pm ]
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:| I don't know how I feel today except my heart hurts a physical pain. And I miss B.J. :(

Author:  momma to3 boys [ Thu Dec 13, 2007 2:15 pm ]
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i feel like im living and chris should be here with me.i just feel angry .

Author:  momma to3 boys [ Fri Dec 14, 2007 3:46 pm ]
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today i feel sad,my son told me ,mom why arnt you doing Christmas,i need to pull myself up and do this for Jesus and my boys

Author:  Cindy [ Fri Dec 14, 2007 3:51 pm ]
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Oh Carla, just do the best you can do. There are just some things that even our other children can't understand because they aren't the Mom. I'm praying for you.
Hugs, Cindy

Author:  Lynda [ Sun Dec 16, 2007 10:21 pm ]
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Feeling a little anxious as Christmas approaches...next weekend begins our family get togethers. Calyn & Rylon are excited, which is what keeps me moving forward with the holidays. I will do this for them!
On a side note...I went to my in-laws yesterday and sure enough, they didn't hang Garion's stocking with the grandkids stockings. The stockings are for decoration, she never puts anything in them, so it upsets me that she keeps his packed in the attic...ARGH!!!!
Hugs,
Lynda

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