It is currently Sun Sep 15, 2019 9:05 pm


All times are UTC - 4 hours




Post new topic Reply to topic  [ 316 posts ]  Go to page Previous  1 ... 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15 ... 22  Next
Author Message
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 11:54 am 
user

Joined: Sun Aug 26, 2007 10:23 pm
Posts: 480
Location: Oklahoma
Today I feel all my emotions are about to surface.
But I feel thankful for my wonderful family here.I'd be lost without you.

I love you all,
Barbara

_________________
Those we love remain with us, for love itself lives on.

Image

http://www.michael-butler.last-memories.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 2:57 pm 
user

Joined: Sun Aug 26, 2007 1:21 pm
Posts: 180
Location: Kansas
Numb~My heart is numb from knowing I won't be able to give Naudya Jo her very first taste of mashed taters. I won't be able to let her try little things.

I want my baby back, and it sucks knowing I don't get her back.

_________________
Tanya~Mommy to Karson Dean 2yo and Angel Naudya Jo May 1-16, 2007
Image
Image
Image
http://naudya-jo.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:14 pm 
user

Joined: Sun Aug 26, 2007 4:24 pm
Posts: 350
Location: Portland,Oregon
Wishing I could just go to bed and not wake up till Monday.

_________________
Lucy Carter

http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
And
In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
Image

Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 7:23 pm 
user

Joined: Fri Aug 31, 2007 2:34 pm
Posts: 171
today i feel ok,i got home from the hospital.i was in 6 days,i have been very sick.

_________________
Image I MISS YOU CHRIS
http://www.william-villar.memory-of.com/


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 8:58 pm 
user

Joined: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:57 pm
Posts: 578
Location: Texas
Carla, I'm sorry you've been so sick and I'm so glad you're doing better. I'll write you after awhile as I only have a few minutes right now.
Love and prayers, Cindy

_________________
Image
B.J. you will always be my best Buddy in the Whole World. B.J., Wayne and Buck...forever loved and missed and never forgotten.
http://bobby-outlawii.last-memories.com
http://bjoutlawii.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 5:52 pm 
user

Joined: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:57 pm
Posts: 578
Location: Texas
People can be so cruel and insensitive sometimes. And I wish I didn't care anymore.

_________________
Image
B.J. you will always be my best Buddy in the Whole World. B.J., Wayne and Buck...forever loved and missed and never forgotten.
http://bobby-outlawii.last-memories.com
http://bjoutlawii.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 5:28 am 
user

Joined: Thu Aug 30, 2007 2:36 am
Posts: 126
Location: Beaverton, Oregon
Cindy,

I know what you mean. On the way home tonight I was talking to Andy about comments some of my "friends" have made and he asked me "Why do you care what they think?" I don't know how to answer. Someone could say they don't like my haircut, or a shirt I'm wearing, or my car and I wouldn't care. But that same person could make a comment relating to death/Laura and I'm a total nutcase.

I have been obsessing over something a now ex-friend said to me over a week ago and I cannot let it go. I actually feel like I hate her. And I hate all cruel insensitive people as well.

I'm sorry for whatever was said to you. It's an awful feeling. (((hugs)))

Love,
Drea

_________________
Drea

"Angels may not come when you call them, but they'll always be there when you need them."

Visit my sister-in-law's site:
http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

Image

In Memory:
Marcye 1999 ~ Mike 2007 ~ Uncle Stan 2007 ~ Elliott 2007 ~ Laura 2007


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 10:57 am 
user

Joined: Fri Aug 31, 2007 2:34 pm
Posts: 171
cindy im sorry too,i had my own sister say to me when i was in the hospital,what happened to you you were so strong after chris went to heaven,now your weak and frail.i cried ,i said have ou ever lost your son ,she said well no,then please dont judge me im in survival mode

_________________
Image I MISS YOU CHRIS
http://www.william-villar.memory-of.com/


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 4:02 pm 
user

Joined: Sat Aug 25, 2007 12:46 pm
Posts: 254
Location: Washington State, USA
Carla,

I'm so sorry......... sorry you were sick and sorry someone could hurt your heart like that. We're so vulnerable to more pain........... we're so "raw" from trying to make it from one day to the next. Sometimes it doesn't take much to hurt us....... and people think they can say whatever pops into their minds.

One day at a time............. and I try so hard to not let my heart leak out all the hurt it's feeling............... that's why I want to stay home and not go anyplace.

It's a challenge to make it from one hour to the next, much less one day to the next.

Love,
jane

_________________
Scott Matthew HIll - 2 years old
Image
To lose a child teaches one what the word bereavement really means. There is no loss equal to the loss of a child.

“We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly embracing each other."
~Luciano De Crescenzo

www.scottmatthew-hill.last-memories.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 4:17 pm 
user

Joined: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:57 pm
Posts: 578
Location: Texas
I'm so sad and dreading this next week so much. :cry:

_________________
Image
B.J. you will always be my best Buddy in the Whole World. B.J., Wayne and Buck...forever loved and missed and never forgotten.
http://bobby-outlawii.last-memories.com
http://bjoutlawii.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 10:47 am 
user

Joined: Mon Aug 27, 2007 2:28 am
Posts: 78
Location: Florida, USA
Dear Cindy,
I just noticed that B.J.'s death date is December 1, 2003. Krystal's death death is only 9 [/u[u]]days after B.J.'s, on December 10, 2003. Within 9 days we both had our precious child die. I do not know why I never noticed that before. I am sending you love and understanding as we both face the 4th anniversary of B.J. and Krystal's death. I literally feel like I am losing it right now, and I know you understand, as do all the bereaved parents on this site.
Love,

_________________
Jo Ann, Krystal Duss's Mom

http://krystal-long-duss.memory-of.com

http://krystal-long-duss.last-memories.com

Krystal, My Precious Child

Image


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:43 am 
user

Joined: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:57 pm
Posts: 578
Location: Texas
Thank you JoAnn. Yes I knew Krystal and B.J.'s dates were close together. And yes it's awful isn't it? The closer it gets the harder it gets. For some reason I thought this year would be different. Maybe because for the last 6 months or so it has been a little easier to function up until about a month ago. Now it's coming back with a force like always. I guess this time of the year will always be hard. All I know is I miss my B.J. and I want him to come home. :cry:
It hit me the other night that this will be our 5th Christmas without him even though it's been just 4 years that he's been gone. JoAnn, it's the same for you. Where has all those Christmas' gone? I guess I've just been in a fog. I just can't believe it because it just seems like yesterday. Yet at the same time it feels like an eternity! It makes me crazy!
Hugs and prayers, Cindy

_________________
Image
B.J. you will always be my best Buddy in the Whole World. B.J., Wayne and Buck...forever loved and missed and never forgotten.
http://bobby-outlawii.last-memories.com
http://bjoutlawii.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 7:13 pm 
user

Joined: Fri Aug 31, 2007 2:34 pm
Posts: 171
today i feel weak,and sad.I will hang on to Jesus.

_________________
Image I MISS YOU CHRIS
http://www.william-villar.memory-of.com/


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:29 pm 
user

Joined: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:57 pm
Posts: 578
Location: Texas
Yes Carla keep holding on to Jesus and He'll carry you.
Love and prayers, Cindy

_________________
Image
B.J. you will always be my best Buddy in the Whole World. B.J., Wayne and Buck...forever loved and missed and never forgotten.
http://bobby-outlawii.last-memories.com
http://bjoutlawii.memory-of.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
 Post subject:
PostPosted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 4:11 am 
user

Joined: Sat Aug 25, 2007 12:46 pm
Posts: 254
Location: Washington State, USA
I'm feeling absolutely desperate...........

I just read that Krystal & BJ's anniversaries are coming up so soon....... I was already crying but now, it's even worse. I cry for everybody...........

I'm just so sad...........I can't find a way to stay out of this pit for more than a day or two at a time and then I find myself crying every time I turn around and I have no interest in putting on a big production for Christmas. I'm trying, but how do we do this?

I know i have to make the effort for my grand kids, especially Scott's, but my heart just struggles with it all every single day.

I just don't know how to do it sometimes.

_________________
Scott Matthew HIll - 2 years old
Image
To lose a child teaches one what the word bereavement really means. There is no loss equal to the loss of a child.

“We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly embracing each other."
~Luciano De Crescenzo

www.scottmatthew-hill.last-memories.com


Top
Offline Profile  
 
Display posts from previous:  Sort by  
Post new topic Reply to topic  [ 316 posts ]  Moderators: Barbara, MissingMyMelody&Mommy Go to page Previous  1 ... 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15 ... 22  Next

All times are UTC - 4 hours


Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 2 guests


You cannot post new topics in this forum
You cannot reply to topics in this forum
You cannot edit your posts in this forum
You cannot delete your posts in this forum

Search for:
Jump to:  
cron
Powered by phpBB © 2000, 2002, 2005, 2007 phpBB Group
Theme created StylerBB.net