I'm so sad and dreading this next week so much.
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| Author: | Barbara [ Wed Nov 21, 2007 11:54 am ] |
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Today I feel all my emotions are about to surface. But I feel thankful for my wonderful family here.I'd be lost without you. I love you all, Barbara |
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| Author: | Tanya [ Wed Nov 21, 2007 2:57 pm ] |
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Numb~My heart is numb from knowing I won't be able to give Naudya Jo her very first taste of mashed taters. I won't be able to let her try little things. I want my baby back, and it sucks knowing I don't get her back. |
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| Author: | Cece [ Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:14 pm ] |
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Wishing I could just go to bed and not wake up till Monday. |
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Wed Nov 21, 2007 7:23 pm ] |
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today i feel ok,i got home from the hospital.i was in 6 days,i have been very sick. |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Wed Nov 21, 2007 8:58 pm ] |
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Carla, I'm sorry you've been so sick and I'm so glad you're doing better. I'll write you after awhile as I only have a few minutes right now. Love and prayers, Cindy |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Thu Nov 22, 2007 5:52 pm ] |
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People can be so cruel and insensitive sometimes. And I wish I didn't care anymore. |
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| Author: | Drea [ Fri Nov 23, 2007 5:28 am ] |
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Cindy, I know what you mean. On the way home tonight I was talking to Andy about comments some of my "friends" have made and he asked me "Why do you care what they think?" I don't know how to answer. Someone could say they don't like my haircut, or a shirt I'm wearing, or my car and I wouldn't care. But that same person could make a comment relating to death/Laura and I'm a total nutcase. I have been obsessing over something a now ex-friend said to me over a week ago and I cannot let it go. I actually feel like I hate her. And I hate all cruel insensitive people as well. I'm sorry for whatever was said to you. It's an awful feeling. (((hugs))) Love, Drea |
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Fri Nov 23, 2007 10:57 am ] |
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cindy im sorry too,i had my own sister say to me when i was in the hospital,what happened to you you were so strong after chris went to heaven,now your weak and frail.i cried ,i said have ou ever lost your son ,she said well no,then please dont judge me im in survival mode |
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| Author: | JANE_E [ Fri Nov 23, 2007 4:02 pm ] |
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Carla, I'm so sorry......... sorry you were sick and sorry someone could hurt your heart like that. We're so vulnerable to more pain........... we're so "raw" from trying to make it from one day to the next. Sometimes it doesn't take much to hurt us....... and people think they can say whatever pops into their minds. One day at a time............. and I try so hard to not let my heart leak out all the hurt it's feeling............... that's why I want to stay home and not go anyplace. It's a challenge to make it from one hour to the next, much less one day to the next. Love, jane |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Fri Nov 23, 2007 4:17 pm ] |
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I'm so sad and dreading this next week so much.
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| Author: | Jo Ann [ Mon Nov 26, 2007 10:47 am ] |
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Dear Cindy, I just noticed that B.J.'s death date is December 1, 2003. Krystal's death death is only 9 [/u[u]]days after B.J.'s, on December 10, 2003. Within 9 days we both had our precious child die. I do not know why I never noticed that before. I am sending you love and understanding as we both face the 4th anniversary of B.J. and Krystal's death. I literally feel like I am losing it right now, and I know you understand, as do all the bereaved parents on this site. Love, |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:43 am ] |
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Thank you JoAnn. Yes I knew Krystal and B.J.'s dates were close together. And yes it's awful isn't it? The closer it gets the harder it gets. For some reason I thought this year would be different. Maybe because for the last 6 months or so it has been a little easier to function up until about a month ago. Now it's coming back with a force like always. I guess this time of the year will always be hard. All I know is I miss my B.J. and I want him to come home. It hit me the other night that this will be our 5th Christmas without him even though it's been just 4 years that he's been gone. JoAnn, it's the same for you. Where has all those Christmas' gone? I guess I've just been in a fog. I just can't believe it because it just seems like yesterday. Yet at the same time it feels like an eternity! It makes me crazy! Hugs and prayers, Cindy |
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Mon Nov 26, 2007 7:13 pm ] |
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today i feel weak,and sad.I will hang on to Jesus. |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:29 pm ] |
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Yes Carla keep holding on to Jesus and He'll carry you. Love and prayers, Cindy |
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| Author: | JANE_E [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 4:11 am ] |
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I'm feeling absolutely desperate........... I just read that Krystal & BJ's anniversaries are coming up so soon....... I was already crying but now, it's even worse. I cry for everybody........... I'm just so sad...........I can't find a way to stay out of this pit for more than a day or two at a time and then I find myself crying every time I turn around and I have no interest in putting on a big production for Christmas. I'm trying, but how do we do this? I know i have to make the effort for my grand kids, especially Scott's, but my heart just struggles with it all every single day. I just don't know how to do it sometimes. |
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