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Author:  Cindy [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 10:17 am ]
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Jane, like Carla and I are...hold on to Jesus. It's the only way we can make it.
Hugs, Cindy

Author:  Cindy [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 12:05 pm ]
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:cry:

Author:  Cindy [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 4:07 pm ]
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Tammy, I saw your post earlier but I just couldn't answer so I want to now. With all of my loses I still can't imagine what it must be like for you. I'm so sorry Tammy. Please know I keep you in my prayers always. I wish it could be so different. :cry:
Please know I care and I love you, Cindy

Author:  Cece [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:00 pm ]
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A day does not go by without me thinking of each of you, my friends. I owe you all so much. I don't think I would have been able to survive this without you. I hurt for all of your losses. I can't imagine losing 3 children nor can I imagine losing an only child. I hurt for the the parents who have lost their babies. There is just no good time to lose a child. I fully expected that I would go first and welcome each of my children to heaven when their time came. This is just so backward. I pray more now then I ever have. Not really longer prayers, but many throughout the day. I may not be very eloquent, but I am sure God only cares that my prayers are sincere. And so, I pray for all of us to make it through one more day. I pray for peace in all of our hearts. I pray that we are visited by our missing children. I pray for my poor motherless grandchildren. And I pray that I will have the wherewith all to help to raise them. I pray for Mary and Frank who so generously took the boys into their home and love them like their own. All this pain saddens me deeply, but at the same time I am uplifted by the love and friendship we have found here. I love you all. God's blessings. Mama Lucy

Author:  Jo Ann [ Tue Nov 27, 2007 9:07 pm ]
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Oh Tammy,
How wonderful that you and your MaMa are following your dream. Those little children who come to you and MaMa's Day Care will be blessed to be in a loving, kind, and safe environment. And you can give each little child love and tell them stories about Angelica. I know Angelica is so proud of her MaMa and GrandMaMa. Your Day Care will be a wonderful legacy for your sweet Angelica. I am so happy for you.
Love,

Author:  Tonya [ Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:50 am ]
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My post today is going to consist of 2 entries.....

First and foremost ---

Tammy, I am so proud of you!!! What you and your Mama are doing is absolutely wonderful!!! To know that children will be coming to your facility to be cared for warms my heart more than you could ever imagine. I know that those children are going to receive the best care ever. I look forward to hearing all about the progress of the your Daycare; and I can't wait till it's up and running....I would love to come and visit!!!!


Secondly....

When I first came on here today, I felt really bad. I don't know how to explain it. Last night we were getting the house decorated for the holidays, figuring out where we were going to put this or that. And although Nadia was there and she was just as excited as ever, I couldn't help but feel empty and lost. The pain of knowing that, once again, I have to endure another holiday without Jaydon and Jordan is unbearable. And that emptiness and pain hit me like a ton of bricks. And it followed through to this morning. But then I read Tammy's entry about the daycare and that emptiness just dissipated. So I guess, in all reality, today I don't feel so bad. I still hurt and I am still hurting for everyone here. But I am full of pride and happiness for Tammy's new endeavor and I wish her all of the blessings in the world!!!

I love you all!!!
~Tonya~

Author:  Cindy [ Wed Nov 28, 2007 12:07 pm ]
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Well, I was doing ok today until I went to B.J.s site to get it ready for the Dec. 1st. I've put it off as long as I can. Needless to say I didn't do anything to it. Please pray I can, I have to. This is the first year I've had his site and I guess putting all those graphics for his death date is just getting the best of me. I guess I shouldn't have waited until now to do it. Lord help me get it done this day. :cry:

Author:  Tonya [ Wed Nov 28, 2007 12:23 pm ]
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Cindy...

I wish I could give you a great big hug. My dear friend, you are in my prayers today and always. God will give you the strength that you need to get B.J.'s site done. Keep your Faith and lean on Him, He won't let you down.

I'm always here if you need anything.

I love you,
~Tonya~

Author:  Cindy [ Wed Nov 28, 2007 3:41 pm ]
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Tammy and Tonya,
Thank you for praying for me. I got the graphics put on B.J.s memory site and I can go back and put the writing I want when I'm up to it. And...if I'm not up to it, it'll be ok the way it is. B.J. knows he's loved and missed without me having to tell him.
Love yall, Cindy

Author:  Cindy [ Thu Nov 29, 2007 4:23 pm ]
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Right now I feel better than I have felt in a long, long time. Such a peace has settled on me and I'm so thankful.

Author:  Tonya [ Thu Nov 29, 2007 4:26 pm ]
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Cindy,

God is good, isn't He????

I love you!!!
~Tonya~

Author:  Cindy [ Thu Nov 29, 2007 4:28 pm ]
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Tonya, are you following me? :wink: Yes, He is!

Author:  Cindy [ Sun Dec 02, 2007 2:24 am ]
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:cry:

Author:  Tonya [ Mon Dec 03, 2007 9:54 am ]
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Today I feel.....

Sick. There's no other way to describe it....just plain down sick. So on top of one minute thinking that I'm okay, and then the next minute feeling as though the world is closing in on me; I think I'm ready to call it a day (and it's only 8:54am!).

Author:  kalelsproudmama [ Mon Dec 03, 2007 10:21 am ]
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:cry: :x :?:

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