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PostPosted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 2:33 pm 
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i feel honored to be chris,s mom,sad to know i cant hug him,and knowing how much his brothers and dad miss him too


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I miss my boys so much.Spring and summer are here and Michael and I always went camping and fishing.Its just won't be the same without my little pest there.

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Barbara, I know you miss your boys. It does change everything doesn't it? It's been 4 years and 4 months today since B.J. has been gone and my heart hurts. :cry:

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I'm just sitting here thinking, I wish I could have known what my babies looked like.

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frustrated,and sad and don't know why i must live here with out Chris


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PostPosted: Sat Apr 19, 2008 12:49 pm 
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today i feel ,i feel how blessed i am to have raised Chris and knowing he is my son,and his brothers.but hurt that i have to live here without him


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I feel like I am about to explode! The pain of Michael not being here seems to be getting worse.Maybe its the reality that hes not coming back.I miss him so much. :(

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I am so angry right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i am tired and want to just lay my head near Chris and have Jesus take me home too.im tired of fighting life and expecting it to be better


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In a couple of days it will be 5 years since we went to Galveston to get ready for B.J.'s kidney transplant on May 6th. It's starting to weigh heavy on my heart again and makes me just want to cry. I don't know why it still has to have such an effect on me. Maybe because he rejected his kidney and we lost him... :cry:

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I miss B.J. so much. Today is 4 years and 5 months since he went to Heaven. That's too long to be without my Buddy... :cry:

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I miss having my "complete" family. I knew after I had Rylon that our family was complete with the 5 of us. We went out to eat last night... I cringe every time the hostess asks us "how many?" I want so badly to say 5, but I have to tell them 4. It is just another reminder of what we should have versus what we do have when we are together as a family...just not complete.
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:cry: I feel so alone.

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:cry: I'm so sad. My Buddy's birthday is almost here and he's not. I miss him so much. Birthdays are suppose to be happy times and there is nothing happy about the way I feel. I miss B.J. so much.

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