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| Author: | Barbara [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 8:24 am ] |
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Today I feel very upset and like I'm the stupidist person in the world.Or maybe just to trusting. love, Barbara |
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| Author: | Jo Ann [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 9:37 am ] |
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I have been having a lot of problems with [color=red]anxiety lately. Today I am going to try to take breaths and try to breath in a calm manner and do some self talk. This anxiety and the panic attacks seem to be increasing lately. This grief journey is never predictable. I will see mu doctor and see if he thinks a med change might help take the edge off a bit. Love, [/color] |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 10:21 am ] |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 12:08 pm ] |
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My heart is hurting so bad today. It feels like it's being squeezed. I'm so sad, I miss B.J. so much. |
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 5:23 pm ] |
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today jake is really sick,and i am so paniced ,i know its a cold ,but i feel panic |
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| Author: | Tonya [ Fri Nov 09, 2007 7:37 pm ] |
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Sad, lonely, heart-broken, angry, empty.....I came home tonight to an empty house; the first time in a long time. Nadia is with her Dad, Chuck is at work so it is just me and the dogs. I just broke down. The thoughts, the memories, the dreams of things that will never be; I sit here at the computer wondering why? Why do we have to go through this? Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can't our children be here with us, where they're supposed to be???? After 6 years, the pain is so intense; it's like my boys went to be with Jesus yesterday. Will it ever lessen? Will it ever go away??? I just want to know why? I was supposed to go first. Not them. None of our children were supposed to before their parents. It's just not right. That's not the way it works. Somedays are better than others, yes, I can agree with that. But that void, that pain is ALWAYS there. It will ALWAYS be there.....until I get to be with them again. God I can't wait for that day. I can't wait to look at my precious boys little faces and tell them how much mommy loves them and how much I have missed them. So yes, today I feel as though there is no light at the end of my tunnel; at least not today. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe....... |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 12:21 pm ] |
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My heart is so heavy today for many reasons and I know I need to just lay it down at the feet of Jesus but I need him to help me to.~Cindy |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 1:00 pm ] |
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| Author: | Barbara [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 2:38 pm ] |
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Cindy, I wish there was something I could do to make your saddness go away.I will send up extra prayers for. ((((HUGS)))) Barbara |
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 8:50 pm ] |
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I FEEL NUMB AND TIRED,AND SAD.I JUST REALIZED ITS THE YEAR ANNIVERCERY MONDAY OF THE COURT HEARING WHERE SHE PLEAD GUILT TO WHAT SHE DID TO CHRIS,AND OUR FAMILY 
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| Author: | Barbara [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 9:48 pm ] |
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My heart aches for you Carla,I know that day is going to be so hard for you. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. love and hugs, Barbara |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Sat Nov 10, 2007 10:24 pm ] |
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Carla, isn't it odd how our bodies know these things before we ever even think about it? Our bodies begin to react before our minds have time to think. I guess because we stay so emotionally drained, yet the grief is so deep within us. Oh how hard this road is but we'll be there for each other and somehow we'll make it together. I'll say extra prayers for you. Love, Cindy |
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| Author: | Sarah Beth [ Sun Nov 11, 2007 11:03 pm ] |
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I feel lonely, mixed up, and a bit confused! I'm tired and I dread the holidays coming up!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Author: | Cindy [ Mon Nov 12, 2007 11:33 am ] |
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Today is my middle daughter Kayla's birthday. She is 20 years old now. It's hard to celebrate with B.J. not here. I know she's sad and she cries. It breaks my heart for her. B.J. never got to turn 20 years old so now she's older than he was when he died. He will always be her big brother but still it's just so sad.
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| Author: | momma to3 boys [ Mon Nov 12, 2007 6:44 pm ] |
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I AM SO SICK,I CAUGHT JAKES COLD,AND IM SO WEAK |
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