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Author:  chris,s mom [ Mon Aug 18, 2008 10:06 am ]
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i feel mentally drained

Author:  Jo* [ Wed Aug 20, 2008 4:39 pm ]
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Today I feel like I can't go on another second without my Kevin.

Author:  Cindy [ Wed Aug 20, 2008 10:09 pm ]
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I just don't feel like I have much reason to continue on. I hate everything about my life right now. It's all falling apart and there's nothing I can do about it.

Author:  Cece [ Thu Aug 21, 2008 3:17 am ]
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Oh Cindy, I am so sorry that things are so bad for you right now. I will pray for you. Sending many HUGS. Lucy

Author:  Cindy [ Fri Aug 22, 2008 2:17 am ]
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Thank you Lucy, I appreciate you and your prayers.
Hugs, Cindy

Author:  Barbara [ Fri Aug 22, 2008 3:08 pm ]
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:cry:
Scotts angelversary is sept.13,it will be 24 years since I held him in my arms.I so wish I had my boys here with me.

Author:  Cindy [ Fri Aug 22, 2008 9:51 pm ]
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I know {{{Barbara}}}, I'm sorry. I wish you had your boys with you too.
I'm praying for you, Cindy

Author:  Barbara [ Tue Sep 02, 2008 6:02 pm ]
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:( Sometimes this just doesn't seem real!!!

Author:  Barbara [ Sun Sep 21, 2008 8:11 pm ]
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I feel as if my families losses will never end. :cry:

Author:  Cindy [ Mon Sep 22, 2008 12:01 am ]
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{{{Barbara}}} I'm just so sorry. I'm praying for you.

Author:  lisa87 [ Tue Nov 24, 2009 2:12 am ]
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I feel so sorry for your loss and I understand your feelings. It was really hard time for you. I pray to God for give you strength. You are always in my thoughts.

Author:  momof4sons [ Sat Feb 27, 2010 9:18 am ]
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http://david-giraud.last-memories.com b] My name is Cathy, We lost our oldest son David to suicide in April of 2006 on the 21st. Today I'm feeling guilty, sad, but at the same time, I feel hopeful. I have three other son's. I know I need to be strong, for them. My husband of 38 years, is not well. He and our younger son found David's body, and they both suffer from PTSD. My husband just sleeps all day and night. I, on the other hand, can't sleep. I cry all the time, everyday. The thing is, to me, i'ts like such a waste of time, because it won't change anything, it won't bring my David back. I get angry, angry that he would leave me. He was so special, He loved his Ma, he always called me Ma. I can't seem to get to the stage of grief, where I finally accept the fact that he's gone, and I feel this really hurts my other sons, as they feel left out. They loved, admired, and looked up to Dave, they grieve, only in a different way. I want to move on in this life with the others I love, and are still here. I want that more than anything. I feel ALONE!!
THANK YOU, FOR LETTING ME TELL YOU HOW I FEEL. GOD BLESS!

Author:  msilinsky [ Sun Feb 28, 2010 3:56 pm ]
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Cathy,

My heart goes out to you and your family. I too lost my son April 2006 he was 10 yrs. old my first born and truly my best friend. He was mature beyond his actual age and we would sit and talk for hours as if he were grown. I miss him terribly my family has found a way to move forward but it is still difficult. Last weekend I was quiet and withdrawn from my family people noticed but I could not pin point what was wrong with me. Spring is so difficult on us, he passed away on Good Friday and we had just been discussing that we were going to go home and color Easter eggs together. There are lots of days I feel guilt that I have moved on but I know without a shadow of doubt that Nicholas would want me to be happy, I am sure he would say to me if he could, "Don't cry for me Mom I am fine now". He went through a great deal in his short life on earth, and experienced a great deal of physical pain but that still did not keep me from wanting him here with me. Now I know when people ask me if I woul.d bring Nicholas back if I could I tell them not if it means he would be in pain for I would rather cary this pain with me forever than to see him in pain. So really we aer doing what Mothers do we are carrying the pain for our children because they no longer hurt be it emotionally, physcially, or any other way. I pray that you will find solace and peace in your home and heart. Please feel free to email me directly if you would like my email address is msilinsky@long.k12.ga.us.

God Bless,

Melissa

Author:  harper36 [ Thu Dec 09, 2010 5:11 am ]
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ad, lonely, heart-broken, angry, empty..... :) I came home tonight to an empty house; the first time in a long time. Nadia is with her Dad, Chuck is at work so it is just me and the dogs. I just broke down. The thoughts, the memories, the dreams of things that will never be; I sit here at the computer wondering why? Why do we have to go through this? Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can't our children be here with us, where they're supposed to be???? After 6 years, the pain is so intense; it's like my boys went to be with Jesus yesterday. Will it ever lessen?
:) Will it ever go away??? I just want to know why? I was supposed to go first. Not them. None of our children were supposed to before their parents. It's just not right. That's not the way it works. Somedays are better than others, yes, I can agree with that. But that void, that pain is ALWAYS there. :) It will ALWAYS be there.....until I get to be with them again. God I can't wait for that day. :) I can't wait to look at my precious boys little faces and tell them how much mommy loves them and how much I have missed them. :)

So yes, today I feel as though there is no light at the end of my tunnel; at least not today. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe....... :)

Author:  harper36 [ Sat Jan 29, 2011 1:34 am ]
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ad, lonely, heart-broken, angry, empty..... I came home tonight to an empty house; the first time in a long time. Nadia is with her Dad, Chuck is at work so it is just me and the dogs. I just broke down. The thoughts, the memories, the dreams of things that will never be; I sit here at the computer wondering why? Why do we have to go through this? Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can't our children be here with us, where they're supposed to be???? After 6 years, the pain is so intense; it's like my boys went to be with Jesus yesterday. Will it ever lessen?
Will it ever go away??? I just want to know why? I was supposed to go first. Not them. None of our children were supposed to before their parents. It's just not right. That's not the way it works. Somedays are better than others, yes, I can agree with that. But that void, that pain is ALWAYS there. It will ALWAYS be there.....until I get to be with them again. God I can't wait for that day. I can't wait to look at my precious boys little faces and tell them how much mommy loves them and how much I have missed them. :( :( :(


So yes, today I feel as though there is no light at the end of my tunnel; at least not today. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe......

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