iam so sorry that you had to let go of your beloved mom i gief whis you and you have my heart going out to you my own sweet mom left and i still feel so much pain but i learned to live whis my pain and feeling of los blessyou sweeyou will find it gets a bit easier over time please dont let anyone rush you take as much time to grieve as you need only then will you heal day by day and you r not alone i know is not so much what you need as you need mom but talk to her she will listen and you will hear her big hugs and my deepest sympathy and i did something to try to help me i creadeda web site for my beloved mom and i cryd so much that after a bit i feel a lillte better sorry for my typing just trying to learn it