hey guys... Im sorry for both of your losses.... I lost my Dad on Sept 13 of 09...... nothing anyone has told me makes me feel any better. maybe it makes me feel worse.We found out in March of last year he had cancer it was stage 5 when they found it, and he fought as much as he could he.i only lived 5 1/2 months after we found out...All i could tell him is its going to be ok and your gonna get better. I could not tell him GoodBye. The last couple of days he was in the Hospital I would not tell him its ok.. I couldnt... The last day when we got there I knew I had too not 20 mins later he took his last breath.... Im asking for your help.... All i do is go to work and come home.. on my days off all i do is lay in bed all day and watch TV.... I dont talk to me friends anymore.. I have pushed most peopl ein my life away...I dont know what to do to change this... When I make plans to go do something I never go.... I honestly dont know how to deal with this.... Im 28 years old and i want my DADDY back....
thanks Leslie
feel free to email me if you wish..... (that gies to anyone)
les.oshields@yahoo.comor if you have facebook please find me...
Leslie O'Shields from MIssissippi