my mommy passed away aug. 30th 2009. she passed away of an overdose. her drug promble was not a seceret. she had this promble [/quote]for as long as can remember. even with that she managed to raise me and my little sister. i feel hurt and i feel mad. hurt that she never got help and mad that she didnt try harder. i had a drug promble and have been clean for 2 and half yrs. i feel if i can do it so could she. i know that i shouldnt feel this way but i cant help it. she was sooooo unhappy and it was like she didnt try. like she just gave up on her self. if any one has any words of wisdom it would be nice to hear,. thanks