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 Post subject: Missing my Dad.
PostPosted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 3:25 pm 
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It has been over 19 years since I lost my dad to cancer. Some days are harder than others. some days I don't think about it at all. It seems I miss him the most when something "big" happens in my life and I ache to share it with him. Yes, I still talk to him, but he can't answer. I have to believe that he "knows" and is sharing these events with me somehow. It seemed especially hard a year after he died and I had my last child. She looked like me and him and I wanted to share that with him. Then on July 19th of this year my oldest daughter died. I missed him so much then. I just wanted him to hold me while I cried. But then I realized he was busy making things easier for her. So, I felt better.

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In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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PostPosted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:25 pm 
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Hi CeCe,
Boy, I miss my dad too, especially today, since it's his birthday. His 2nd one in Heaven. I didn't realize it could be so hard.
Thinking of you always.

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PostPosted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 7:02 pm 
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We I'm glad I decided to post today then. Blessings to heaven for your dad. Blessings to you here on earth.

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Lucy Carter

http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 5:43 pm 
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Cece (mom),

What kind of cancer did grandpa die from?


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 5:49 pm 
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We don't really know. Undifferentiated squamous cell carcinoma of unknown origin most likely head , chest or neck. They found it in his neck first, but it was metastasized from somewhere else.

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Lucy Carter

http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
And
In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 5:53 pm 
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Hey you're on! Are you feeling better? I was too young to remember too much from 89'. I was looking at your post and I did the math and realized he was only 67. I didn't even know it was cancer.


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:02 pm 
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I am getting better. He was actually almost 4 months shy of his 67th birthday.

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Lucy Carter

http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
And
In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:07 pm 
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I love you momma! :P


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PostPosted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:09 pm 
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I love you too, little one.

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In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
And
In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


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PostPosted: Tue May 27, 2008 3:35 am 
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I miss mine too. I guess it's all part of growing up, but I feel like an orphan sometimes. I love them both even if I was angry with my dad when he was alive


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PostPosted: Tue May 27, 2008 9:17 am 
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You will always miss the ones who went before you. Just remember they are in heaven and they are with you even when you are not aware of them.

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http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
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Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell


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 Post subject: Re: Missing my Dad.
PostPosted: Thu Aug 27, 2009 4:30 am 
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Cece, I m so sorry for heard about your dad. I know it had hard time for you and can't easy to cope with your grief. Everyone needs their parents. My friend lost her mother last year and she difficult to deal with this grief.
I lost my uncle and I also miss him alot. I understand your feelings. But death is reality of life. Everyone will go to heaven one day. You are in my thoughts and my prayers always with you.

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