It has been over 19 years since I lost my dad to cancer. Some days are harder than others. some days I don't think about it at all. It seems I miss him the most when something "big" happens in my life and I ache to share it with him. Yes, I still talk to him, but he can't answer. I have to believe that he "knows" and is sharing these events with me somehow. It seemed especially hard a year after he died and I had my last child. She looked like me and him and I wanted to share that with him. Then on July 19th of this year my oldest daughter died. I missed him so much then. I just wanted him to hold me while I cried. But then I realized he was busy making things easier for her. So, I felt better.
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Lucy Carter
http://laura-dawn.last-memories.comIn loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
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In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.
Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell