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Author:  Malisa [ Sun Mar 14, 2010 1:25 am ]
Post subject:  Guilt

So here's my story my little sister passed away Christmas morning of 2009 of an accdental drug overdose.Me and my sister were very close always had been untill these last couple of years when she started taking perscription drugs and became an addict.I came to the point where I refused to help her in any way because of it.Thinking hoping she would stop but instead she died and now I feel like the guilt is eating me alive.I should have done more all I can think about is all the time I missed with her I can't even remember the last time I told her that I loved her.I have all these what if's and I know in my head that there is nothing I can do now but I can't stop I miss her so very much I feel like a part of me is goneIt's been 3 1/2 months since she passed away and I've just stoped talking about to everyone I don't want to make thing's harder for them (her husband and our mom is a really hard time also)So i guess this is my outlet because I do know that I have to deal with this

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