I feel your pain. I wake every morning still sick with grief over the loss of my brother. He was the light of my life. April 29th,2009removing him from ls April 30 will be two days that will undoubtedly haunt me for the rest of my life. Mornings are always the toughest for me. The tears never stop.... What I can tell you is the reason no one will talk to you is their grief probably has them in denial, the last thing I try to think about throughout the day is losing him, once I do, the day is shot... No one will ever know a siblings grief, unless they themselves are one. One thing that has helped me is writing poetry, I post it on his myspace page. His name is Derek Cline. Anyway keep yourself busy and find an outlet for your emotions, like I said mine is writing, I've probably written enough poems in the past 13 months to fill s book... If you ever need someone to talk to or cry with hit me up on myspace D's sis
brandye592@yahoo.com. Good luck and may God be with you.