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Author:  rlynnmills [ Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:06 pm ]
Post subject:  Suicide

I'm 26 years old. I married my husband in September of 2007, and we got divorced in June of 2009. However, we were both still madly in love with each other. In September 2009, he committed suicide. It was 3 days before what would have been two years since we had gotten married. Even though we were newly divorced, I still feel like a widow. I also feel like I'm not grieving like I should be. I get sad, but I still feel him around me. I'm really scared of the day that it will kick in that he is not here anymore. I lost my husband and best friend. At least he left me a note before he died, and I will always keep it. The past 6 years, we've spent the holidays with each other. It is so weird/hard this year without him. I wish I could just skip Christmas. Everyone else is so happy, and they have their loved ones, but I don't have the one person I want with me this year.

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