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Paige has been gone three years tomorrow
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Author:  Gran Ren [ Sat Feb 16, 2008 12:52 am ]
Post subject:  Paige has been gone three years tomorrow

She was the light of my life and I still feel like all light has been banished from my life now that she's gone.
Paige was my two year old granddaughter. Tiny, petite and the only granddaughter I had. I have four other grandchildren, all boys who I adore and love but Paige was special.
She died of pnuemonia and medical malpractice, plain and simple.
It was so hard. I'm a florist and I made her casket piece, roses, tulips,daffodils and pale pink carnations and blue irises. I made it through somehow. I couldn't cry then. Just stare in shock and disbelief hoping against all hope that she'd get up from where she lay in the casket and it would all have been some horrible dream. I still cannot cry to this day, it's so locked up inside of me. I felt like I needed to be strong for my daughter, who was in shock and for the rest of the family, this is the first and only child we've ever lost.
To have her die like that in this day and age when that doctor could have stopped it is just incomprehensible to me. My heart is broken. I'm angry.
I can't even begin to unravel the ball that has formed inside my heart. And it's been three years tomorrow.
Sorry I'm venting so much. I just had to get it out somehow.
Paige Nicole Andrews did not deserve to die like that. No child does![/img]

Author:  Cece [ Sat Feb 16, 2008 4:30 pm ]
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Ren, I am so sorry. My heart aches for you.

Author:  Gran Ren [ Sat Feb 16, 2008 10:07 pm ]
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Thank you so much.

Author:  lonelyheart24 [ Mon Feb 18, 2008 6:35 pm ]
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i am so sorry for u... my heart is hurting for u so bad... my thoughts are with u.. much love,

Author:  healing07 [ Wed Aug 26, 2009 2:31 am ]
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Gran, I feel so sorry for your granddaughter. I understand your feelings and its difficult to deal with this grief. Loss of a little child is very painful tragedy. You should join grief counseling for deal with this grief. I pray to God for relief your pain. Please accept my condolences.

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