I lost my grandmother March 24, 2008. She was not only my grandmother but like my mother also as she pretty much raised me. I sometimes feel people don't realize the pain I feel. I wonder if because she was elderly people think it's easier. It's not easy and I miss her so much everyday, she was my rock, my center the one person who loved me unconditionally and wanted only the best for me. I never had much of a relationship with my mother and my grandmother was there for me. I just miss her and I know other people have worse pain, like when they lose a child or partner but I feel much loss too. She was able to live a full and happy life, I guess I want her here for my own selfish reasons. I love you Nana and will never forget you.
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