IT'S BEEN A LITTLE OVER A YEAR SINCE THE PASSING OF MY MOTHER ON JULY 20TH AND MY SISTER ON JULY 23RD. I FIND IT HARDER SOME DAYS THAN OTHERS TO NOT BE ABLE TO TALK TO OR SEE THEM. I CAN'T SEEM TO TAKE MY SISTER'S EMAIL ADDRESS OUT OF MY FREQUENT CONTACTS AND ALSO FIND IT HARD TO REMOVE THEIR NUMBERS FROM MY PHONE BOOK. I FIND IT HARD AT TIMES BECAUSE I NEVER GOT OVER THE LOST OF MY FATHER; MY BROTHER (ART), MY NIECE (RESSIE), MY GRANDMOTHER (DAY), MY MOTHER (MILDRED) AND MY SISTER (JOYCE). I HAVE TWO LIVING SIBLINGS BUT OUR RELATIONSHIP IS NOTHING COMPARE TO THE ABOVE MENTIONED. IT IS REALLY HARD WITH MY SISTER BECAUSE WE HAD SO MANY PLANS TO DO THINGS. THAT WAS UNTIL CANCER CAME AND REARED IT'S UGLY HEAD AND TOOK MY NIECE, MOM AND SISTER.
IT GETS REALLY HARD AT TIME TO GO ON, BUT I TRY TO DO THINGS THAT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN A POSITIVE WAY. IF IT WERE NOT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD, MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN IF WOULD BE ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE IT.
|