i lost my only brother suddenly on january 5th 2007 suddenly without warning. the last 2 years have been a crazy ride with so many things pulling me up and down. i don't know where to go. my brother was my best friend, my strenghth, and protector. today is my 30th birthdayand 25 mins into it i already want it over. he never missed my birthday, he was always there. i don't know what to do, i miss him so much. i feel like i have no one to talk to any more. no one understands why i can't let him go. i lost 3 people in one that day. my life has been filled with death and he always stood by my side it was us against the world. together no one could touch us. the loss of our grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends and our dad brought us closer by talking through our grief. i have no one to talk through his death with! so yeah today is gonna suck just like the last 2 years. our friends have tried to step up and fill his shoes but their too big to fill. no one will ever fill his shoes! so here's to hoping and praying for another sign from him today, will it come i don't know. i just want my brother today! nothing else just my brother.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF DWIGHT L. MANSKE