I am so so sorry for your loss..I can imagine how hard it must be for you..I Lost my better half in an accident we were both involved in on our motorcycle,he passed away,and I was the survivor.my heart has never healed nor do I expect it to.I live life in his memory and try doing all the things he would be proud of me for.You should do the same
their with us everyday,sometimes little prayers to them and talks within,help so so much..these are just a few of 'my' healing tips that helped 'me' a little
my heart pours so out for you and my heart is full of love and prayers for you and your family .....