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PostPosted: Fri Dec 07, 2007 1:33 pm 
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{{{Lucy}}} I'm praying for you and sending you hugs too.
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Thank you Cindy. I'm better today.

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Today I feel exhausted.......... filled with sorrow and pain. Why it suddenly rears its ugly head and consumes me sometimes is beyond me.

I have trouble breathing and even the thought of Christmas is too much to comprehend.

I've decided that I truly do need help. I'm not able to go on much further...........

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Today I feel a little better put together, but totally exhausted! So much grief leaves me so tired, almost to the point of being sick. My eyes look back at me from the mirror and I see puffy, red, sad, haggard and pain.......... I would not recognize myself compared to the person I was a couple years ago. I'm no longer the me.........I was.

That's so strange to say "I'm no longer me"........... but I think everyone on here will understand. The "Me" I am today is a new stranger, yet, I'm getting use to her because I think she's moved in for good. The old person was buried on October 27,2006.

Only a group of grieving mothers, like all of you could possibly understand what I've just said.

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And we do understand Jane. {{{Hugs}}}
I love you my friend, Cindy

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You're right Jane. I completely understand. It is our new reality.

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OH Jane,
My heartaches for you,I completely understand.For I don't recognize the person I see when I look in the mirror either.That person no longer exists.
We love you Jane{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}
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Shy of not being able to breath properly and a sore throat, I don't feel to bad today. Thank God!!!! I still miss my boys with every fiber of my being, but I'm okay today.

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Got out some this morning...it felt good. So far it has been a gentle day, which I am thankful for.
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I don't know how I feel today. I guess so empty is the best way to put it. Sometimes I think the heart ripping pain is better cause at least crying brings some relief. I hate feeling like I feel today. :(

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:| I don't know how I feel today except my heart hurts a physical pain. And I miss B.J. :(

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i feel like im living and chris should be here with me.i just feel angry .

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today i feel sad,my son told me ,mom why arnt you doing Christmas,i need to pull myself up and do this for Jesus and my boys

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Oh Carla, just do the best you can do. There are just some things that even our other children can't understand because they aren't the Mom. I'm praying for you.
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Feeling a little anxious as Christmas approaches...next weekend begins our family get togethers. Calyn & Rylon are excited, which is what keeps me moving forward with the holidays. I will do this for them!
On a side note...I went to my in-laws yesterday and sure enough, they didn't hang Garion's stocking with the grandkids stockings. The stockings are for decoration, she never puts anything in them, so it upsets me that she keeps his packed in the attic...ARGH!!!!
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