Hello ladies I am new here but I feel as if I could tell you girlz anything in my heart.... I lost my only child my sweet little gnome my Brianna.... I feel as if my world is falling apart... My husband is so wonderful with me dealing with my crying fits and every thing and I'm happy to have him in my life.... But if lossing brianna wasn't hard enough now DSS is involed.... I don't think you ladies know what is going on so I will now let you all into my world.... DSS thinks I killed my daughter yes you read right.... The M.E.'s report is not in and they are saying I did something to her which is total other BS.... They closed the case but still find me that I neglected her because she died Crystal knows the whole story and I'm glad I have her and now I will tell you all so we can all help each other... Two DSS people came to my house and unsurpported the allegions of negeclt ... But there bosses over turned there decioson and still find me as I negeclted my daughter which I can honestly say I did not... I hired a lawyer and will be writing the letter for a fair hearing to wipe it off my file.... I also talked to the commissioner and he didn't seem to happy with what I told him... the two workers that are on my side their jobs are being threathen because they refuse to change what they feel is correct which is I did not negeclt my baby girl.... I mean they don't know me.. I have no crimanl record never been in trouble with the law and perfect student in school hell I was going to college to be a Paralegal .... I tried for five years to have my brianna going to differnet doctors and having all these test done on me just to have a baby so why would I kill something I have alsways wanted... I don't know what these people are on but to think I did something I mean hello something is wrong there.... I mean I don't need this in my life right now I am tring to get over lossing my baby I don't need them saying what they are saying and they have how proof ..... Do they know what I think of everyday??? DO they care that sometime I don't want to wake up anymore?? DO they care that I wish I would just die so I can be with my child?? No and it seems like they don't care well let me tell you all something I am going to fight this with every breath I have... Andd thats a promise I make to all of you here and now.... I love my little brianna more then life its self and I will make them see that trust and belive.... I want to thank all of you for letting my go on and on and to listen to me... At least I have all of you to talk to I have all of you that won't judge me at all.. ANd I have all of you who truly understand where I'm coming from... Being a only child my self I never had a brother or sister but Now I have a lot of sisters and I am glad that my Brianna sent you all to me I guess she really does know her mommy.... SO thanks for every thing you all do... Much love to all my sisters,
-Michelle- Lonelyheart24

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Michelle " Lonelyheart24"
In loving memeory of my sweet angel Brianna







http://mysweetlittlegnome.last-memories.com

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Tanya~Mommy to Karson Dean 2yo and Angel Naudya Jo May 1-16, 2007



http://naudya-jo.memory-of.com

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Tonya ~ Mommy to Nadia Rose, Baby Cooper and precious Angels Jaydon and Jordan

Michelle,

I'm so glad to see you here!!! *hugs* I love you girl and you know I am behind you 110% on this! I know it's hard but all the ladies here are wonderful and we will see you through this awful ordeal with DSS! I promise you that! Sending tons of love, hugs, peace, prayers and white light to you, my sweet friend Michelle.

Love,
Crystal

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Melody's Websites
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http://melodystarralexander.tripod.com/
http://www.funeralplan2.com/farrarfuner ... e?id=88962

Crystal is right. We are all grieving moms. Doesn't matter how old our babies were. They were still our 'babies".

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Lucy Carter

http://laura-dawn.last-memories.com

In loving memory of, Laura Dawn 2/26/68-7/19/07, my first born child, my daughter, my friend.
And
In loving memory of, Myron H. (Ozzie) Osborne 8/22/22-3/29/89, My dad, my teacher, my hero.


Megan, Heather, Andrew,( Laura ), Mary, Jim, Russell